I had an awful day.
First off, Toby wouldn’t stop meowing at night and I barely got any sleep! I love Toby with all my heart but really, I’m just so tired these days taking care of the bodies and everything…
(It’s one of those days, I think. I’ll probably end up talking to the bodies.)
And then, I saw John again. He’s a wreck still. I didn’t know what to say to him except “hello.” I couldn’t ask him how he was doing, because one look at him, and you’d know he wasn’t well. He hasn’t gone back to Baker Street. He doesn’t even speak to Mrs. Hudson much anymore.
Greg’s away on work. I don’t think this should have bummed me out but it did, anyway. (I hope he doesn’t read my blog.)
Hope you all are having a better day!
Well, not really. I’m not dating anyone. Not me I wanted to talk about. Actually, um, I went out to coffee with Greg again. Do you suppose this means something? I’m really confused. He’s still a mess. He’s been excused from his duties for now and he doesn’t want to return just yet.
John is seeing someone.
I don’t know what Sherlock would think about this. John used to tell me how much he hated it when Sherlock interfered with his relationships. I guess he won’t, um…
Anyway, John’s doing a tiny bit better. I am too. We all are.
I…I don’t know what to say. I saw this on my way home from work. I’m absolutely flabbergasted. There are good people out there, after all. Really good people.
This is all too much.
DI Lestrade…Well, Greg, called and said he might be going through a divorce sooner than he thought. He sounded upset about it and he told me he was sorry and didn’t know who else to call.
John texted and said he wants to move out of 221B Baker Street and asked if I would like to take some of his lab equipment with me.
I feel ill. I wish I didn’t know so much.
I really don’t have much to say about this anymore. I’m actually not really allowed to say much about this. But I just wanted everyone to know that I’m fine. Well, maybe not. But I’m better. Occupying myself with work and whatever else. Talking to Meena and Caroline lots.
I had coffee with Greg the other day and he’s not doing that well, either. I think he’s blaming himself for what happened to Sherlock. Actually, he’s blaming himself completely. He’s never said it, but I know he misses Sherlock. I didn’t really know what to say.
Then there’s John. Er, I went to see him a few days ago, too. Got an anonymous text from someone asking me to check up on him. He’s not at 221B Baker Street right now. Said he couldn’t go back there right now, and I said I understood. Gods, guys. You should see him. He’s gotten so much thinner in just a few days. Dark bags under his eyes, and he doesn’t even smile anymore. I brought him some Chinese and he broke down. I’ve never seen anyone cry so hard in my life. He asked me why, and I couldn’t tell him.
It’s been hard. We’re all still struggling.
Anonymous asked: What is your phone ringtone?
My phone ringtone is “We Are Family” by Sister Sledge, and my text alert ringtone is my cat Toby meowing!
Anonymous asked: I think Molly should pegar o watson! what u think about watson? - i don't speak english very well, so, 'pegar' means catch or dating, sei lá q
Um, John is a very good friend. He’s one of the sweetest men I’ve ever met, but I really don’t think of him as a romantic interest.
He’s got a lot on his mind right now. I do, too.
Thank you for your question!
He said I counted. That I’ve always counted.
I don’t know why, but I think that’s the nicest thing anybody’s ever said to me. He’s gone away now, though, and I miss him. I may never hear his voice again. I don’t know where he is and -THIS COMMENT HAS BEEN DELETED ON BEHALF OF THE BRITISH GOVERNMENT- but John isn’t okay right now. I’m not even sure if I’m okay.
I loved him for who he was. I never doubted him for even a single second.
2mainscream asked: Oh Molly...you were so amazing. I'm sorry about Sherlock. I know he was incredible. But you do deserve someone very, very kind. And you will find him :)
I met someone, actually. Kind of, anyway. He’s really nice, but I told him I couldn’t date right now.
Too many things going on at the same time. I didn’t know what else to tell him.
And thank you for your support. I really do appreciate it. I’m really not supposed to say more on this matter, though, or my response will get deleted again.
Have a good day.